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I Lost Myself Inside a Drunken Kiss.
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Ailah Rasol.
8teen. 0803. i adore using sarcasm to those whom i hate. consider myself fortunate. done. |
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Sunday, May 2, 201010:31:00 PM
  WELCOME TO THE MAD HOUSE. I want to be EMOTIONless. I feel like going insane. And be what I was before. The life that I find could forget my feelings for a night. The life when I find my own peace, sitting at the highest level of my Blk, wondering, thinking and hoping. Whenever I look down below, I find myself dangling on air. I was feeling what suicidal was like. But then I came about thinking. WHY? I was laying still at my sofa, covering my wet face away from all of you. How embarrassed I was trying to hide away. Hide the feelings. Hide the tears. Hide myself. I felt like I was hopeless. I envy you. I wasn't hurt physically, but I was hurt emotionally and mentally Like how my syg said, i predict he has it too. But based on reality, it won't The bigger the hope, the bigger the disappointment right. Based on the photographs i created/ taken I never met that criteria. Today= disaster. School has been hectic. Studying just ain't working. And i don't want to go school tomorrow please. I'm in an all time low. Labels: down. |
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