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Ailah Rasol.
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Sunday, April 25, 20107:15:00 PM
             NEW NAMES, NEW FACES, NEW SURROUNDINGS, NEW TOPICS FOC till the first day of school. Everything has been going out pretty well. During FOC, 1st day was draggy caused we played ice breaking games throughout the day. During the nights , we had some amazing race thing but with our legs tied together with the other group mate. It was fun and enjoyable but very tiring. 2nd day was AWESOME. We had breakfast then headed down to the track to play some WET games. All did really get DAMN wet. SUPER wet i must say. Nobody there survived without getting wet. THAT was the aim. then had lunch and an hour of preparation for our performance. BACK to games after that. DIRTY GAMES. It was VERY, HILARIOUSLY, AWESOMELY AND DIGUSTINGLY DIRTY. Last day was a GOOD BYE day. Everyone was treasuring the new friends that we had found. It was a blast. FIRST day of school. Lucky me i was in the same class as my gorgeous 17 baby, IQA. SHE lives in yishun and so we travel back and forth together. Everywhere we go, we go together. SO much crack up jokes with her. CLASSMATE was AWESOME. Eventhough we aren't those pretty , good looking nursing students, we surely know how to enjoy each and everyday of our day. LUNCH together. Everything together. LUCKY ME AGAIN. I was unlucky in understanding the subjects that are new to me. TERMS like Staphylococcus aureus, monera and such. Terrible pain in the brain i must say. But I wont give up. I will still try no matter what. So basically only subjects are getting me going crazy in the brain. Other than that, 1st week of school ended with a mass party organized by NPSU and it's called GLOW. It was FCUKING AWESOME. 17 age girls are born all CLUBBERS huh. they dance worst than me. -.- BUT nevertheless, I had fun with this babes and hunks. The feeling of it was just right. I LIIIIIKKKKEEEEE. ( like how dj from st james had this soundtrack thing.) MORE MORE OF THIS PLEASE NP PLEASE. First look of NP, argh im suffering due to the hillslope that is non stop and HS building is like freaking up the hill. BUt after getting to know the surrounding, it was a blast. I never regret going into NGEE ANN. THANKS YAWW. love, AILAH MERRICK Labels: POLY LIFE TOP OF PAGE
Tuesday, April 13, 201012:49:00 PM
  Smile, though your heart is aching Smile, even though it's breaking When there are clouds in the sky You'll get by... If you smile With your fear and sorrow Smile and maybe tomorrow You'll find that life is still worthwhile If you just... Light up your face with gladness Hide every trace of sadness Although a tear may be ever so near That's the time you must keep on trying Smile, what's the use of crying You'll find that life is still worthwhile If you just... SMILE. It's hard to understand things around me. It's hard to understand what's best for me. I just got this feeling that i feel bad about. I don't know what am i to do or have I hurt someone. I felt useless and dumb. I felt that letting it all your feelings go to yourself doesn't help but at the same time, making someone worry so much about it, isn't nice too. I feel somehow confused cause i like but i don't dare to say i do. I want but I know i won't get too. Its all a mixed emotions that I'm trying to fight true. The feelings of uncertainties and such. Everything just seems bare now. I stop things that i have no power too. That's what i feel. SUCKS right? Just ignore and I'll be fine. That's what i think it's the best to do. Please don't assume of what I'm talking about. I wish I could text but sometimes i wish its better that way yeah. Love, AILAH MERRICK Labels: uncertainties TOP OF PAGE
Monday, April 12, 20106:00:00 PM
 BE YOURSELF. It's awesome. ORIENTATION was like hibby jibbies boring with the talks but round of applause to HS alumni and leaders. Making the butt sore moment a worthwhile one. So basically here how it goes. Woke up at 5.30 am, like after so long. Met Shu Ning a.k.a SAMANTHA at about 630. Trained to Clementi. Talk non-stop. Reach too early so waited for my baby darling , Angalam to get her butt to Clementi. Bus to NP. The moment the three of us met, we began to go in like as if we were year 3 student. Then got separated at the lecture room. Each of us were dying cause we don't even know what the hell we were supposed to do. Was brought out around campus under the scorching sun. My feet was hurting badly but manage to go up and down the hill. Went back to lecture hall sat down for 4 -5 hours of butt sore-ing moment. No one that i KNEW of around me. Then came this joke, since nursing student are meant to be so open to human body, this leader told us.. "GUYS, if you want to know a girl , do act blur. Even if you know their name still act blur. For eg, her name is JENNA. Go to her and say.. Guy: Hi jenna Jenna: Hi Guy: You're a sergeant Jenna: Huh. Guy: You're a sergeant to me. Jenna: why am i? GUy: because you made my PRIVATE STAND." Everybody went laughing their socks off. Super hilarious. You may not get it here but try imagining it and you'll know what they means. Then we go for lunch andbought books and shirts and whatever that's needed. Freaking expensive. Not only that we have to buy our nursing uniform, watches, ipod, nametag by the 8th week of 1st semester. After that ATTACHMENT. so fast... Need more money. Went back for briefing on FOC. Its all about mummies and dead people. The video itself made me all goosebumps. !4-16, really looking forward for it. Met the girls back again had our lunch which we happen to missed earlier on. Chat chat. Go crazy. Both of them got stuck in a lift. A handicapped lift. Funny incident. Then headed home with heavy books and funny stories. NON STOP LAUGHTER. The crazy ex northlanders in NP. BAHAHAHAHA. We should go for break together and hope we get into the same class yaww. WOOHOO. LOVE, AILAH MERRICK. and we all are the racial harmony friends. Labels: NP TOP OF PAGE
Saturday, April 10, 20109:34:00 PM
            Lean on me, when you're not strong And I'll be your friend I'll help you carry on For it won't be long 'Til I'm gonna need somebody to lean on If there is a load you have to bear So just call on me brother, when you need a hand When at times I felt that I could do things on my own and be strong, somehow i failed. And when I'm down I know someone would be there, may not be helping me psychologically but at least they lend me their pair of ears. They may not have the heart to understand but they have the ears to compare and give out opinions. I don't know why, but as school getting nearer, I feel them worrying and hoping that everything going to be alright. Pictures above was the time when it was the moment of truth, what course and what school. It was also the day that kept me going stronger and stronger as problems arise non-stop. But now, I'm fine. Do i need to explain it, i don't think so. I'm aware that people doesn't know my current link and may not know what's up with my life. Chill, I'm all fine, bright and still smiling strong. But for now, let this blog be somewhere i share my thoughts for the new beginning. My feelings to the new surroundings and my remarks to it. Love, Ailah Merrick. Labels: lean on me, new beginning |
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