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I Lost Myself Inside a Drunken Kiss.
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Ailah Rasol.
8teen. 0803. i adore using sarcasm to those whom i hate. consider myself fortunate. done. |
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Friday, May 7, 20109:29:00 PM
 It comes down to another week of life. when you think that things going to be easier, well it didn't, pretty much. beginning of the week, i fall sick && wasn't able to attend to school. what's worse, i missed out so much that day. i missed out lessons that are so important. aap, nsl and mic. to me, aap was the most important subject to me. it involve pure biology and that week was the week we learn about muscles both in lecture and practical. i thought missing monday's lesson would be alright. but as again, i was wrong. get back to school on tuesday, things were fine but i was very quiet. total fatigue. wednesday, was totall hell. guess what, i was late for my first lecture for the day. 1pm and being late? that doesn't seem so nice. adding on to that, i felt worse then giving up. was hoping i could slit my throat or even drool down all the zenax or whatever. i missed out a lot. i was demoralized. i was lost not knowing a single thing that dr dave says. it sucks big time. i was in an all time low that i need Z a lot that moment. Z gave me motivation but for only a message cause Z's prepaid was running low. how motivating. i tried to fight through the day. and how cute my class mate was to touch my cheek and say, be noisy tomorrow pplease ailah. you're not so you. please. i love them mans. deeeaaaammm it lahhh. p12 rawks. Z, i miss you like freaking a lot. even though i tried not to admit it, but i did right. it's been years since you gave me motivation, support and encouragement. it has been so long. thannk you for the late night text to keep me going strong. to keep me going rather then quitting everything. to keep me going so as to not disappoint my parents. thanks for making me realise that. thank you again to you. so for what i could say now is that, its freaking weekend. half happy half not. saturday will be going out with lovely eeka and my big brother to watch a dance performance at nafa. sunday will be all study day. and as so to say.. i miss my bunch of girls a lot. where are you mans. i miss you girls. goshhh. Labels: fatigue, motivation, smiles, stress |
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