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I Lost Myself Inside a Drunken Kiss.
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Ailah Rasol.
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Tuesday, January 12, 20106:16:00 PM
              NURIN ADILAH, the drugs that I need when I'M down. But she's no longer around to share my joy. Eventhough sometimes you can be very naughty, irritating, noisy and noisier, you still the cute, cuddly baby that i had took care of, besides Maasha of cause. I really wish you could be a model someday with that big eyes of yours. Sometimes I feel irritated cause you only know how to say " Don't want", "atuk", "nenek", "ayah" , " urin", "abang", and "ang u" which stand for thank you, and never address me as aunty or kakak. And the sad-ess thing is that I can no longer bully anyone in the house. Not even my youngest one, cause he just being too clever for his own good. Same name, same attitude, serve you right ailah. Now I understand how noisy I can get having another Nabil in the house. And yes, to my dismay, I pass. Like seriously, I didn't have any nerves or that butterfly feeling in my stomach. I wasn't confident nor scared. I was letting the day pass by itself. Let fate tell everything. I was anxious to why that feeling wasn't there. I was scaring myself for sure. It was terrible. Most of them was crying and I didn't know what to do. I wasn't sure of it myself as to why I'm not crying. Standing in front of Miss Moh didn't build that feeling. But once i saw my grade, that's when i had the thought of not passing, eventually I did. Phewwww.. Mummy and Daddy never expect anything. They was very supportive the day before as to encourage me on trying and go to wherever school or courses. Even if i were to fail, they will be there. And they always say, "you done it, don't you? You gave your all, don't you? Even if it takes you a long way to succeed, we are going to be there" .SWEET right. No high hopes, no pressure. Everyone of my family members, help me to get into a good course, courses that are worth taking for future career. And yes i took up aviation management and services at Temasek poly. Unfortunately. none of my friends are applying at TP that much. Pray hard i get that course so I could be working on cloud and hopefully trying something different then other people main focus. Choosing the course was HELL. In anyways, to all my friends, from A-Z, congratz or your results. Everyone gave their all, and it's worth the effort. To teenie and shasha, take it slow and think it through. Do something that interest your heart, not your mind. TO zul, it helps doesn't it? To those who wishes me, thanks. To my everlasting cousin, gth with your chick-ers. You liar. x) I'm done and over with it. woohoooo... shopping here i come.. Labels: all smiles |
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