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Sunday, October 18, 200910:24:00 PM
 AILAHAKIMwell oh well. people always ask " how can you last being with him?" and typical me will say " hmmph.. i also don't know." But now, i've found the answer to it. Zul may not have the gentlemen quality in him but he is trying. He may not have all the money in the world, he works for it. He lied in order not to hurt those he love. AND WHO DOESN"T. Lying can be very addictive. He cannot keep his promise, but he always remember. He could not afford giving me all the luxury, but he gave me his laughter and concern. He may be seen as a useless guy but he is already perfect for me. YES YES YES, he may not seen like he love me, but he shower me with comfort and care that everyone wish for. I may not get all the truth. But i've learned to give chances by chances. He may not be by myside when i needed him the most, but his always there to bring my smile back even if it drags him to bring me around town saying to a nurse that " she's a crazy woman". thanks for that. lols. He may create the most lame-est joke and it always create laughter in me. Day by day, i gave myself a chance to know him more. and i know its worth it. 4 years. it's long with ups and down. the never ending problems that will crop out day by day. but i have to stay strong to always believe. i may be the dumbest girl to be with him, but it's worth the effort. YES i've been cheated and being fooled, but giving another chance to each other is more than enough. i've did wrong, he did too. it's fair. so why can't we gave each other the chance when we know its a waste to throw our sweet memories away. true? a perfect boy isn't about money, looks or a perfect gentlemen quality. it's about how long they willing to keep it strong. how long they try to work it out. that's a perfect boy. i don't need money to buy love. i dont need a gentlemen characteristic to pleased me. i just need love and sincerity. it may seem to easy to be sincere but its never easy to remain loyal and truthful. tension creates us to change, to change into what he wanted, low profile. i may not get to put his picture or even go to school with him . but i'm happy enough that he cares. wishes and dreams can just remain as it is. cause i'm treated way different then the other girls in love but i'm fortunate to have him who love for me. and I LOVE THAT FLAT-TOP of mine.. ps: i love you enough. haha. Labels: ilyyy |
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