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Thursday, August 20, 20098:00:00 PM
here in goes for the day. i skipped school today due to bad sore throat and exhaustion. instead of studying, i met baby and had a movie marathon with family. was feeling restless for sure. unsure of this feelings for ur info, baby is a female. rest.rest.rest. done for the day, sorry for the last post readers. i've been influenced to use the F word. due to tension and hatred. who doesn't ryt? as for sure, i have to meet challenges by challenges each day with this relationship. girls, you should feel lucky if your bf cuddles you and wanting to take pic with you. i mean it doesnt happen to me but i do envy those who does. as a sense of at least feeling it once, i'm very happy but i must wait long long. i read a friend's blog that say if your bf lie means he cares. even if your bf cheats means he loves you. does everyone agree with that. honestly, im very unsure myself. for sure, i'm having difficulty understanding my own love life. i know i'm 17, i should be exploring more. but let time tell. i mean in a sense whether he does or he doesn't. he doesn't show, even if he tells, it doesn't look real. it's tough honestly to be strong in this relationship. smack me if it's a lie. 1st two to three month or so. everything is fun, vibrant. but as it gets longer, it doesn't. for me its the opposite. for 8 long months after we got together. nobody knew that im attached to him. till you people know when, everybody gets to know. we seldom contact, talk and never went out together. never before. until after 10 months, we were making progress. ups and down came into us. jealousy, misunderstandings, fights, quarrels., everything, name it. who doesn't right. but as years widened, fights turn very deadly. quarrels involve the use of vulgarities. then so and so. now, it isn't as bright as it use to. its getting harder, gap.space. im becoming the boy,and him the girl. retribution is on my way baby. and hating it badly. due to the the trust and respect i had for him, i had to remain silent. im deadly serious. quarrels and blah2. is getting very shitty and its making me very very sick of it. hope this love could last as long and hope things changes for the better. long indeed. find it bored then get lost. Labels: gap |
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